So I've been trying to get my life on the right track and to be honest, sometimes I find it quite hard. I've picked up on skincare 2 days ago, and I feel so much fresher. I also put on fake nails to practice with longer nails, since I'm trying to quit biting my nails. I'm also growing out my hair~~
I've made lists on my phone with what to do each day, and today I already finished a book! I mean it was a BL manga, but it counts as a book, I think.
It's quite hard to write with long nails, but it's managable. I feel mentally better and I'm also being accepted as a trans boy, so life's good! An old childhood friend gives me lots of stress nowadays though, because I feel like he is flirting with me and I don't like that. I actually don't even want to talk with him, but I don't think he has a life, because he is always online on Discord. I already deleted my instagram, to be more focused on school and I don't have to take the first step. Sometimes I really wonder why people always like me and flirt with me. Is it the way I treat people? Because I personally think I'm just being nice, but I don't know anymore.
Stress aside, recovery, life and everything is going great! At the end of the month I'm going to buy a second phone. The month after, I'm going to buy new furniture~ Since I prefer minimalistic colors and design~ Also, with a bit of luc, I'll have an air fryer soon! Lee Minho, from now on I'll air fry the ferret dumpling you call Hwang Hyunjin!
I'll get back to my tasks for now~ Take care everyone!
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